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haPPPy

Tue, 09 Aug 2005 22:30:04 GMT

hey luv ones well what can i say soo much stuff have been happening in my life well i went to miami 2 wekks ago n i had sooOo much fun well i chilled with a whole mess of ppl n of course i stayed at alvas crib well we went to the mall,etc well on moneday aug 1st me sarah alva pedro some k,iid i went out with 7 his 2 homeboys were all chilling until like 3 in the morning w/e we were all just talking outside her house w/e the next day ii left with a smile on my face (u know what i mean0well w/e i started school aug 4.well my school leto is w/e u know i got friends,,,duh!! but it aint the same but like i was tellling my mom thhat im only staying my junior yr their so w/e im being in sw my senior yr forsure well i have no guys on my mind theres cute guys st my school but its not like i like them its just w/e im only in school to do gooc and thats it .not to be in "el relajo like sw" eventho i L'D itwell jea i love u guys n just wanted to let u guys know what ive been up to ...soooOOo one biig kiss to alll my pplz

<3melissa(always)to the true ones thO

so bored he goes ___________im goin to miami soon!!!....

Fri, 15 Jul 2005 02:20:53 GMT

FI R S T

First break-up: pedro
First best friend:jenny 2nd grd
First screen name: meli1389-middle school.lmao
Self-purchased album: spice girls .7yrs old
First funeral: mY dad .r.i.p
First pets: capY.my old dog
First piercing/tattoo:ears/2nd hole i was in 3rd grade...n of course my first hole when i was born

L A S T S

Last car ride:now.coming from wendys
Last good cry: =may 27 ,2005 when i left miami
Last movie seen: land of the dead last weekened
Last beverage drank:frosty from wendys
Last food consumed:frnch fries.wendys
Last phone call:alva
Last time showered: last nite ...ive been in da pool all day
Last shoes worn: flip flops
Last item bought:a cute shirt for my mom
Last annoyance:mY mom
Last time wanting to die:last week when i didnt understand whY i suffer sooO much

S P E C I F I C S

Do you do drugs?: nO
What kind of shampoo do you use?: suave
What are you most scared of? getting heartbroken
What are you listening to right now? 2pac
Where do you want to get married?:miami
How many buddies are online right now? nOne im in my cousins s/n..

F A V O R I T E S

Color: pink,black,white,aqua,yellow,green,etc -all o them
Food: chicken,steak
Boy name: chris ,pedro
Girl name: alisa,melissa,jenny,amy,katryna...etc i dunno
Subjects in school:english
Abbreviation:wdf
Animals: dogs-puppys
Sports: none but if i had to pick b-ball
Perfume: curiose-britney spears,elizabeth taylor

H A V E Y O U E V E R

Given anyone a bath?: my dog
Smoked?: yea
Bungee jumped? no ..i want to tho
Made yourself throw up?: yea i was drunk..
Skinny dipped?: nO lol
Ever been in love?: something like that (waste of time tho0)
Made yourself cry ?: ha ha yea
Cried when someone died?: all the time
Been rejected?: no good question tho lmao
Rejected someone?: duH!!
Done something you regret?: yeaaa bunch of ish

L A S T P E R S O N

You touched: mY cousin on her back(shes sick)
Hugged: my Mom
You IMed: alva in the afternoon
IMed you: named above
Called you: mOm
You called: alva maria duran
Bought you flowers: roger valentines day ..lmao

W H O D O Y O U W A N N A

Kill: no one
Slap: my ex ex ex ex ex b/f lmaO guess who that is?

W H I C H I S B E T T E R

Coke or Pepsi: pepsi
Flowers or candy: flowers!
tall or short: middle

R A N D O M

In the morning I am: tired
All I need is: happiness
Love is:a little bit of everything
I dream about: the end of the world aloT!
What do you notice first: nose i guess?
Last person you danced with?:MY COUSIN IN THE POOL
Who has a crush on you: dunnoO lmao

D O Y O U E V E R

Wish you were a member of the opposite sex: never
Wish you were younger: yes- u dont worry about anything

N U M B E R

Of times I have had my heart broken: 1
Of hearts I have broken: alot(not being conceaded)
Of guys I've kissed: 5 i think
Of girls I've kissed: none
Of continents I have lived in: 1
Of tight friends: 3 ..thats all.i think..
Of CD's I own: to many to count
Of scars on body: 9

mwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa have fUn so true!!

Thu, 14 Jul 2005 20:42:39 GMT

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Your eyes...	sparkle like the stars
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Your smell is...	exotic
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Thu, 14 Jul 2005 20:06:58 GMT

well hows everyonez been? well ive been preetty str8 ....tampa is str8 its not that wak like i thought w/e i just need to make friends & everything will be okaY well anyways alot of stuff has happened eversence ive wrote in here like ........w/e alvas talking to eddi ,& its all going okay with them w/e there tOOO funny w/e im in my cousins house right now yeaP shes in tampa with me also.anywaya im going to go down one of these daYs cayse i wanna chill with these ppl that i miss soOOOoo
much wOw i miss everybody alOt ..w/e i already applied at a suPErmarket CALLED cash n kerry. their gonna be paying me $8 an hour good huh? i know im gonna get it yea ima be the cashier the most easiest thing their w/e the guys up here are fine !!n theirs alot of dominicans & puerto ricans ..& jea their all gangsta just how i like them well yea im gonna end up going to a school called leto high school which school over here starts aug 4th wierd huh i know on a thursday w/e i went to the school already and its not like i thought, that it only had white ppl & hill billys...lmao
instead theres alot of hispanics i mean alooTTT which thats good w/e the girls are more chonga type thooo like with the gelled up hair & them biig hoops but than thers the ones like u n me .....u know what that is which i like i really dont have a problem with the school w/e the guys are fine of course their finer than the ones at sw i didnt evan like no one at sw thats how horRrible it was !well yea cause their were all home boY type ..lol..w/e cr8zi ppl im gonna go to ,sonics now with my beautiful cousin that i love in the whole widde world!!!OO yea & did i mention that P' asked alva for my £ (for the ppl that know who that is ) yeap w/e thats eddis best friend which is alvas man most likely w/e umm i dyed my hair dark brown yesterday it looks good w/e
guys take care love yoU alll........OHhh MYy GOSH! I ALMOST FORGOT TO SAY THAT MY SISTER HAD THE BABY YESTERDAY AT 8:30PM N SHES REALLY HAPPY N EVERYONE ELSE IS Too ..WELL IM AN AUNTY NOW YAII FOR ME !!! I LOVE YOU DANNY & WELCOME TO THIS F'D UP WORLD !!!!!!!!!!!!!MWAAAA FROM UR AUNTY MELISSA! ..THE BEST AUNT IN THE WORLD...

he he he
<3melissa

finally in TaMpA!!!

Mon, 13 Jun 2005 02:08:45 GMT

heY everyone!!! did you miss me? yeah i missed you pPl. toOo! well im finally here in tampa ive been here for like 2 weeks already... str8 up its not that bad but yeah its kinda wack. whatever but like i said yeah im coming back in a year!!! oh and my cousin says he coming too but whatever. anyways i been good. my mom has her own like restaurant so i was working there and i met some ppl but i dont really like working. my house is nice!!! i like it better if it was in miami but i love it! we live in like the high class area of tampa. anyways! im most likely going down to miami this wednesday with my aunty! hopefully i do and of course im gonna go to my lovely alvas house!!! i cant wait. we gonna have sooooo much fun i can already imagine!!! i wanna see you know who !! well yeah im going to nEw YoRk!!! my sister is gonna have her baby now in july! im gonna be an aunty! =) lol well im soo happy! i mean what can i say im only gonna be here for a year and im getting my car!! for christmas! and then im moving to miami. 305 til i die, fo sho, u know how i dOo! lol. well yeah today i went to eat at king buffet i ate soo much....! well im going to this school called Leto they told me that its bad but then this guy told me that its not that bad so whatever we start school august 4 thursday! i know how wack but o well. yeah this guy cody keeps calling me and telling me he loves me and misses me its like cmon guy whatever!!! well hope everyones summer is going good! i love you alll. byeeeee!

alva n melissa

*477!*

Thu, 19 May 2005 21:37:48 GMT

hi guys... well this will be the last update i make being in miami. im already packing everything for tampa. my house is so empty you can hear the echoes. im leaving next friday for sure. right now im in my bestest friend's house, alva, and im gonna be here until tuesday!!! this weekend we are planning to go all out since it is my last weekend here in miami with my bestfriends. well im gonna miss all of you and southwest and all the memories. i promise not to forget any of you and you best not forget about me because no doubt senior year im coming back!!! im gonna move in with alva and im gonna be working and having a car too! thats most likely the reason we are moving to tampa, to make money. i dont wanna move but everything happens for a reason and like i said no matter what i am coming back so wait for me peoples! southwest class of 2007 is going to be the best graduating class southwest has ever had!! lOl. well i havent wrote in here for a long time because yeah we packed up the computer already so yeah and now since im at alvas im using her computer... lately everything has been ok but very stressfull. i have a lot of stuff on my mind... cody got locked up but hes out already...thats good for him. anyways change of subject... I LOVE ALVA MARIA DURAN ALWAYS AND FOREVER. BESTFRIENDS FOR LIFE! =) like i was saying...

HAZEL - thanks for everything for always being there for me and for making me laugh even at the stupidest things. i hope when i come back your still with your boyfriend because i see he makes you really happy. thanks for trusting me and for being a real good friend. dont ever change for no one and fuck those haters!!! lmao. because all they do is ENVY. do you and dont worry bout the others. i love you & wait for me.

GENNAN - YOOOOOOOO! wha dey dooO? lmao. thanks for everything, always being there, im never gonna forget you and those awesome times we had that we cant even explain. ive known you for a pretty long time since we were 10. weve had our bad times but weve made it thru. im really gonna miss you and i hope that you change, rony terms. im never gonna find somebody like you thatll make me laugh without even saying anything!! thanks for writing in ur journal about me, you actually touched my heart. and like i promised, ill come back. i love you!

ALVA - this is REALLY hard...thru thick and thin weve always been bestfriends and we always will be!! no matter what. theres so much to say but its just so hard to put into words. uve always been there for me no matter what and when nobody cared you showed me you did and that i could always have someone to count on. when nobody else would listen or understand, you did, no matter what it was. from guys to my mom and manny. ill never forget all our memories and missions that weve pulled. like waiting in the bus stop, cutler ridge, dolphin mall, BIRD ROAD, parties, damn theres too much, checkers, WINN DIXIE and OUR MURAL!!! our freshmeat, your house, my house, melissas house her 15s, me gettin DRUNK!! u holding my hair, juan carlos... manny and his wheelchair!! CRIPPO! a shout out to you. alicia RIP. and wow there is so much more. ALL MY LIFE I PRAYED FOR SOMEONE LIKE YOU, AND I THANK GOD THAT I, THAT I FINALLY FOUND YOU!!! power love hour...riviera (da best middle school ever, with the best memories ever)... my fights...etc. wow anyways... i love you so much! no words can ever explain or define our friendship. your not only my bestfriend but my sister also. take care & dont let no guy walk all over your heart, cough cough. "IM YOUR GIRL, YOU MY GIRL, DONT YOU KNOW THAT I LOVE YA!" oh man, i almost forgot, PUEBLITO VIEJO!! Guayacan, the beach, the waves are awesome. YOUR DAD! lOl. there goes melissa (points at the little red car or the bmw X5) damn bro. oh BROO lOl westchester 3O5 till i dieeeeee. throw ur Hs up! people prank calling *67. us calling people with *67. skeeeeeeyoooooooooooooou!! SWEETWATERRRR! peeeeeeyou, do i smell bad?? going to cutler ridge! mcdonalds. early release. EDDIES CAR. papo, christian. KOOLAID!!! im locked up , my cousin, hope u get out soon... KOOCHIE KRUNK!! isaiah... dolphin mall riding the rollercoaster. the FAIR! eddie & his lollipop! them walking to ur house at 5am! LMAO. the falls... gio & his mom. POBRE DIABLAAAA. "damn she lost a lot of weight" 122 boys, my boys. i love em. horoscopes. CHIP BEING DRUNK! chip and the oreo mcflurry! "chip you have a crumb on ur lip" which it was his birth mark. javys fight. that bitch BIBI! getting our periods. FEBRUARY 12- awesome!!! us lying all the time. stealing. cleptomaniac. early release and the mission with my mom. tonito and his car. walking by his house & passin by in the car 100x, looking up, hiding OH SHIT! hes in the balcony! omg they live down 107!!! choking on my pizza in lunch! ME ALWAYS EATING IT! the movies... Coach Carter... watching the ring one... damn there is too much to write from the past and TOO MUCH waiting for the future! im coming back & we gonna live together for sure. i love you always & ill be waiting for u to come up to tampa and visit me =) im gonna be an aunty!

to everyone else, thanks for making my years in miami incredibly amazing & unforgettable. i am coming back, trust that!!!!!!!!!! i love you all.

3O5 til i die !

and one time for the haters!! FUCK YOU PUSSYZ! and for real i mean that word.

wait for me, class of 2007!!

" ALVA & MELISSA, TRUE FRIENDS RIGHT THERE " quoted by eddy osorio. DO IT DO IT DO IT lmao

TAMPA VS MIAMI..lol

Sun, 01 May 2005 20:51:41 GMT

HEY buddiies well this weekened was pretty str8 & fuNNy well first & foremost lets start with this week.i did good in my progress report,ive had a sub the whOle week for math & its been str8 well this weekened i only went on yesterday (saturday0 with genie her man & her mans boy .well i had madd fun with them yest was genies 3 month anniIII..sOoo happy 4 her ..i L u girl well yea plans yest pretty much did turn around cause we were all suppose to go to dolphin .in couples...lmaO ..anyways ...lmaoOOo....

i ended up chilling with genie & sarah well i have no clu what she ended up doing w/e we were suppose to go to the beach today but didnt .there was NO sun so for what ?...! w/e this weekened were going to C A N D Y S H O P
in salsa lovers ...i mean it is f'ing. F R E E .. so w/e hope i have fun

Well ,my mom quite her job already ,yea we got the buisness in tampa w/e the bad nws is that im leaving pretty damn soOn.which i'm kindof feeling it ,like im getting sad & i dont kknow what to do.like if theres anything todo.w/e the good news that i hOPE.i keep is that im moving back (by myself)in senior yr .well most likely i would, i hope ..ive promised already most of my REAL good friends.w/e ,i L ' U all

2:anonymouse

*_what did u do 2 me ?
y do i think about u each & everday that passes by
y cant i 4get u?
y have u hurt me soOo much
there so much y's that i dont understand y
a person like you can do all of these things but till this
day im still in love with yOu. eventhO i'll b gone for some time.
i hope that you'll still think of me .

i m i s s, YoU N I WOULD ALWAYS WILL...

>3MELISSA..(LIVE LIFE)TO THE FULLEST U NEVER KNOW WHEN UR DAY WILL COME

-this weekened-.....lmaO

Tue, 26 Apr 2005 00:10:30 GMT

Hey guys well im here chilling with genie well yea this weekened,was FUN as F'.everything turned out to be the way i wanted to be:i woke up ate ,took a shower called up ma girls & toled them wassup about my parents leaving ,they left around 4 w/e genie came alva & me & alva went to dolphin & genan stayed at my crib to wait for her mann (alva & genie were sleeping over)w/e me & alva saw sO many guys at dolphin & we got hollered at like crazy in fact we had some str8 ass time we were both screaming & talking loud like we always doO...
well anyways we saw suzi & biig chris while we were going up & hazel alsO but before yea she was with her man ,they both looked sOO qt!
w/e we were going upstairs & we saw suzi & biig chris,w/e we were all chillin and starting problems lmaO anyways than me & suzi sat down in the ice cream place _she dared me to holler at some guy which in my opinion he was qt as fuk.w.e his name was carlos & he goes to braddock,lmao anyways suzi left so it was me & biig chris and alva w/e we left with him there was nothing to do anymore it was 11:30 w/e we went to my house again to go pik up genie & we went to coco walk & chilled w/e we got back around 2 in the morn & we went to chrises house there was madd pplz there we were all playing pool & drinking me & alva were playing with his phone taken pics lmaO w/e than we went back to my house & we called up eddi w/e he was with 4 other pplz & we all just chilled till 6 in the morninh just talking shit drinking...etc...anyways they left than me genie & alva went to sleep w/e we woke up at 9:30 to go to the beach w/e we came back & me & alva came to my house again but it was locked cause i was going to pik up some clothes but jea i couldnt ,sOOo after we had to go all the way to cutler rigde to go pik up alvas auncle with her str8 ass _fuk aunt(chilo) i L HER WELL jea we came back to her crib & ate & chilled w/e
than chilo droped me off w/e i got home & knocked out.

T O D A Y:school was str8 in the morning i was frreeziing! in the cage but w/e than 1st prd was str8 i was talking to ashley & elizabeth about our fun ass weekened lmfaO,than 3rd prd was w/e just did worked & than watched a movie L U N C H was str8 i chilled at the ol cage cause jea the sun was there...lmao i was with daylis ,alva,willy,barbie..etc jea i had fun like daylis says ...talk shit....lmao anyways 5th prd was bOOring ass fuk !! just worked & worked umMM jea!, than afterschool was str8 i guess...
AFTERSCHOOL came home ate & went upstairs & nOw im duin my h/w with genie on da side talking to me bout diz weekened"hOw it was off da mofukin chain " lmfaO anyways on thursday were all taken da personality picturethis time i know its going to come out just right! lol well anyways im taken it with the close girls i chill with!...ha ha ha ..anyways me &genie r going to go running now around riviera but before that were waiting for sOome-1 lmaO....thats getting me heated.

c-YA...B i T c h E s S s S ..

<3 M e l I s S a

H e Y.!..

Sat, 23 Apr 2005 02:25:25 GMT

i kNo i kNo its been pretty long sence i havent updated but man alot of stuff have been happening sO yea i dont have that much time to update & talk about my life & whats going on with it.well thats why im writing today.duh!..lol

well lets just say that right now im pretty loving life & ive learned to live my life to the fullest..each & every day ,well first & foremost no.i dont have a man in my life now ,pretty wierd ,huh?.w/e guys get stupid soO until my "prince "comes in my life.. for now its just my girls alva genie n sara .i L'EM.well yesterday we chileed with sarah alva genan eddi armando & mario we went to palace & watched anitville .its like one of the most scariest movie ive ever seen ,& its funny cause i never get scared.w/e than wwe went to mcdonalds & we droped alva home w/e today i went out with my mom to go buy a tv with one of her friends,it was coOl i havent chilled with my mom for a pretty long time sO yea we were spending "quality time".genan called me up like 10 minutes agO telling me if i wanted to go to chillis with her & her sister but i didnt want to cause i ate already & plus we got visitors & i dont feel like getting ready ..ugh ...w/e tommarow my parents are leaving to tampa & gena & alva are sleeping over soO u know what that means party at my house ..jk but yea its gonna be fun i guess there not coming till sunday,im glad that ever sence last year my parents have been doing alOt .sO u know what that means .-they trust me alOt .common leaving me alone for a whole weekened ...like it has happened-w/e tommarow is gonna be fun what what ,lol my stepdad just tells me u can do w/e but just dont have a party ..im like Ok i can live with that lmaO i L IT .

YES,im STILL moving to tampa but i dont stress it because im not gonna go away & not c anybody anymore sO w/e in a way i wanna move,i do wanna meet new ppl.u know i kind of like it alsO i mean im really out going so i kind of know what im talking abOut-just be urself -n ur set ...o yea & not taking others ppl ish its another way..lol well im getting pretty sleppy so im Out ! mmwaaas biig kiss tO my girls ...lOve love...

*M E L I S S A*

C/O -2007!! IS.. DA SHIT !WHAT WHAT <LOL

HEY

Mon, 04 Apr 2005 20:56:02 GMT

well just came back from school,anyways i tryed the mascaraoff thing that hazel got me, & it really helps & my mascara is easier to take off now i dont have to yank my eyelashes out like i useto,well anyways i think i did pretty good on my report card, yea i didnt get it friday cause i was absent, well im gonna get it tommarow. well lets c, lifes been pretty good just accepting everything gods given me for now. well my parents already bought the house at tampa. yea its really biig & nice w/e at first i was kindof sad that i was moving which dont get me wrong i still am. but im just seeing everything from my parents angle now & plus you just have to face reality after high school everyones going there seperate ways,but im just doing it earlier lol well im still coming down once in a while .well friday i didnt really do anything interesting just stay home w/e we were gonna go to dolphin around
9:30pm to c beauty shop but my mom got stupid so i ended up doing, nothing

well saturday my mom droped me off at alvas house we chilled than we got ready to go to beckys surprise party(alvas cuz)that yanira was throwing well w/e the guys F'D it up nasty.(dumeasses) well we all chilled outside than genan & sarah came w/e me & alva left at 12. than we were in her room talking s'.waiting for sarah & genan to come cause sarah went with her boys somewhere.& genan went to go chill w. her man for awhile well genan came back around 2 30 in the morn....& sarah came at 3 something w/e she brought us mcadeze & we were all just talking shit & laughing w/e we went to sleep around 4 in the f' morning .

sunday -we woke up yanira called up inviting us to the beach we got ready & left w/e biggest mission to find a parking place so beckys mom droped us off well me sarah went in the water first. eventho it was freeeziing at first but we got useto it. than alva & yessi got in w/e "THE WAVES WERE AWESOME"LMAo i was jumping on them,well we all were w/e the f'ing life guard kept bLowing the wistle at me ....he was on my ass...gosh i got mad w/e than these ppl showed up,which they took soooooOOO long to come well than me & sarah wanted to jump off the peer but it was closed . than we went walking & some bitches were seizing us up.to bad i didnt notice shit cause right wen we passed them sarah toled me w/e than me alva piigy & nadia left around 5,which i didnt really wanted to leave.w/e we went to BK after.we ate & went to beckys crib & got in the jacuzzi w/e we went to alvas crib me & piggy went walking to mcdonalds & piged out w/e came back talked & around 8 i fell asleep in alvas room well we both did my mom called me up around 9 & toled me to go outside w/e i left came home,took a shower & fell asleep.school was kind of BLah!NO-1 Was here well in my lunch w/e umm.. i ended up chilling with the guys.it wasnt that bad w/e p.e was better i had fun with barbie ,adri,nikki,don,steve..etc (i L that class)well anyways i dont really know whats gonna happen this weekened,cause im booked & i dont know what to do..w/e im probably gonna iron my hair now, for tommarow..i know i never have my hair down...w/e i'll see.

survey

Mon, 28 Mar 2005 01:23:25 GMT

*The \\*
Last Cigarette:	Long time agoO
Last Alcoholic Drink:	friday
Last Car Ride:	nOw(coming to my cousins house)
Last Kiss:	1 month agO
Last Good Cry:	today(comng to my cousins house)
Last Library Book:	esperanza rising
Last book bought:	ashanti (poems)
Last Book Read:	on these means streets
Last Movie Seen in Theatres:	the paccefire
Last Movie Rented:	love dont cost a thing
Last Cuss Word Uttered:	oh, shit!!
Last Beverage Drank:	coffe & milk(breakfast)
Last Food Consumed:	pastelito & croketa(breakfast)
Last Crush:	cody
Last Phone Call:	genie
Last TV Show Watched:	candy girls(sucker free sunday)
Last Time Showered:	this morning
Last Shoes Worn:	flip flops
Last CD Played:	todo el amor-myriam hernandez
Last Item Bought:	black sweater
Last Download:	dOnt download
Last Annoyance:	alva__
Last Disappointment:	me crying(always)
Last Soda Drank:	coc
Last Thing Written:	coc
Last Key Used:	c
Last Words Spoken:	spoken
Last Sleep:	last night
Last Ice Cream Eaten:	peaches & cream
Last Chair Sat In:	the computer chair
Last Webpage Visited:	happy travel.com
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Sat, 19 Mar 2005 21:25:45 GMT

hey guys well,sorry i havent been updating latelly but ive been reall bussy well thursday school was slack didnt really do anything at all ! but just literally chill in all my classes it was also early release so afterschool biig chris gave me & alva a ride in his navii it was str8 i L THAT CAR ANYWAYS we chilled at her house than my mom picked us up & we went to my house w/e i got ready & we headed to the fair it was cool but wet..lmaO bro' it was raining up tha ass.w/e i saw one f my ex-boyfriends ,jeffrey.but from far away.than w/e yanii,becky,piigy,me & alva.left to dolphin with yaniis man w/e i had fun i came home around 11 ( i kno early) & than yest i didnt do anything at all ! i was at home the whole time & i was watching legally blond w/e i went to sleep around 12 something w/e today im going to dolphin to watch the ring 2 with my friend lina & i guess i'll c my other ppls there L' L'..W/E hope its good cause i dont wanna waste my money if its waq.

<3melissa

Hey

Mon, 14 Mar 2005 00:09:05 GMT

Wats up. well im here chillig talkin 2 alva my sweetheart.well yesterday me genan,& her sister were chilling wOw it was str8 we went to hialeah to c genies man & they tried to hook me up with 2 of her mans, boys but yea im too too picky & i didnt like none of them well i got home around 12:30 & i knocked out.than cody called around 2 in the morning and w/e we talked for an hour,& we hung up than i went to sleep & i woke up today ate talked to alva & w/e than cody calls up & asks if i wanna go to the" calle 8" with sylvio ,jojo,christian,and all his boys .w/e i didnt go.cause i was real bussy w/e i really wanted to go but, fuck .i couldnt well this week is gonna b really hectic.& on thursday were ALL going to the fair.

<3melissa

fight ,fight,fight.....lmfaO

Sat, 12 Mar 2005 03:42:02 GMT

Hey guys well im here chillin in my house doing nothing really just listening to some bone thugs.well yea school was ok it was so slack & chilling.wellit looks like tommarow were planing to go to doLphIn & just chill well on thursday were all going to the fair , (i cant wait) i even know what to wear ,lmao yea call me crazy .but i was soO bored that i just started to think about it well anyways change of subject:hmmm ,today afterschool alva came to my house & we were just chilling, than my mom came inside & gave me my old selphone w/e the same old one i had but shes gonna change it for me to the other i had cause i like flip phones better w/e i'll stay with that one for now.well today i was in my room w. alva when my brother comes in all fuked up with his whole face bleeding & his knees all banged up..i was like wdf happen to u?..than he toled me that he faught some kid in riviera.fuk!i got soOoo pissed i was like lets goOOo .i was soOo fukin madd that i wanted to take a suvenear w. me....yea i can get that crazII.w/e all 3 of us went &some lil boy was like damn,eddi fuked up that kid which my brother fuked him up ..yea w/e than i went to buy a coc inside riviera when that lil boy said that & i was like yea i kno right .w/e than we were already by the side walk
going back to my house when some 3 lil boys call my brother up telling him to go over there & of course alva was with us w/e than he was telling my brother what happen but i wasnt literally getting a good feeling of that kid which i knew who he was cause i went to elementry with him which he is a lil kid a.k.a a lil pussy.w/e at the end he was like alright & my brother was telling alright bye(normally) than that kid says shit he stays quit thinking he all hard & ish...wooOw i got sooo fucking heated bro', like look at this mo**er**cker!& i toled my brother lets get da fuk out of here .this is such pussy as sh' w/e i turn around & he goes shut da fuk up or. something than i had my coc in my hand & i was about to throw it at him & he saw me turning back & saying wdf u just say & he stays quit .& its qt cause my brother starts defending me & i go to that lil boy "hey ,pussy dont get on my fucking badside cause i WILL put niggas on your ass"....w/e he didnt say shit than we were already by the park & they start laughing wOw i got heated again & i started yelling shit at them & alva goes wOw u just have to wait till we give u our backs 4 u to talk shit ...what pussys "w/e than they left ....gosh those kids got me heatedd & aggravated soO badd !!ahhh that thinking about it gets me evan more madd!!!well yea one of my lil homeboys invited me to go to his lil getty that he was having in his house today but yea i didnt go i didnt evan want to.. soOO bye lOves..

<3melissa

T R U E

Wed, 09 Mar 2005 22:07:14 GMT

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Everythings Ok

Wed, 09 Mar 2005 21:01:12 GMT

Hey guys well last sunday was alicias funeral, which i went to it, man there was soOO many ppl, i was so shocked,well genan & alva also went. well schools been ok. you know, nothing exciting has been happening nor in my life.im just living the single life for now, well school today was pretty str8 but funny.well lets c went to eat breakfast with these peoples..went to my 1st period mrs leesin & all of us were just talking about weed & blah.. (we dont do shit in that class)w/e 3rd prd was pretty fun we didnt do anything either just talk & work on only 1 worksheet for the whole class which was pretty easy,lunch was pretty fun today i was with hazel,da guys ,gisselle,adrianna ,barbie..nd etc yea can u believe we were actually chilling out side?..i know it was freeziingg.but thanks to julian he gave me his shirt L' L' well jea hazel was doing i dont know what with chris under the sweater...he he he lol....L u girl.. well we came back from lunch & i was laughing my asss off because darwin(some guy there ) ate it soOOO nasty outside of the class, goshh i was cracking up the whole time ...well 5thprd was ssooooO bOooring............like always damn our teacher just talks & talks soO much shit that doesnt really matter well the good thing is that we barely do stuff in thaT CLASS well anyways my cell phone fell in the toilet yest..during the nrt test, gosh ive been soO angry cause my mom doesnt want to pay $50 for it & thats how much it costs with the insurance well i dont have no cell phone.so that really sucks for me!. well afterschool i was freezing on top of it all, it was raining so me ,genie,nikki,& alva huddled up & got body heat & it actually worked..lmao well this weekened im gonna go to the fair to ask for a job sO wish me luck!!Love lOve!

M E L I S S A

_The worst day of this yr_

Fri, 04 Mar 2005 02:35:58 GMT

HEY,guys well what can i say today has been the worst day ,i think i ever lived in my life well as you all know by alvas journal that one of my good friends died in a car accident with her dad today around 2 or sO w/e thats my cousin melissa's best friend WHICH its codys cousin...damn...what can i really say cause the words im looking for arent really there but what i really want to say is that that girl was the most nices ,funloving,person i have ever really met well i just came from my cousins house right now with alva .yea we were over there too just be with everybody because that whOle block is like _FAMILY__TO US I THINK THATS ONE OF THE BEST BLOCKS EVERw/e what i was telling alva is that u should never b mad at anyone you actually care about becuz u never know when is it that ur going to lose them.but yea i guess godd was really in need of an angel because she truly was an angel on this earth.well today i woke up & i looked outside my window and i dont know but i knew it was gonna b a bad day ,just by the weather & u know whats funny that just last week me,alva,carla,daylis,& danny v.were talking about death & how most likely everybody dies on some ugly ass days (like today)w/e as usual i went to school ate breakfast went to my classes afterschool went to the fair cause me & alva want to work there.w/e droped alva off around 3 something than went to the bank with my mom & i decided to break up with cody because i lost my feelings towards him w/e it turned out great ,were friends.well went home ate & at 5 on the dot my mom comes screaming telling me "put channel 5 ,alicias parents just died "i was like wdf!! & while i was watching it i called up alva & toled her ,she started crying cause she knew them but i only saw her dad once but far away .w/e i was looking than they said a father & his teenage daughter just died than i hung up & i was like soo worried & i dunno what the hell was happening to me than alva calls back crying telling me it was alicia & her dad then my mom comes to my room crying telling me it was alicia!!& her dad .than i started crying with alva on the phone .than my mom tells me were gonna go to cutler ridge & visit them than we picked alva up & we left w/e we got there & melissa was crying her ass off! than we went to codys house & we started talking to his mom & his lil sister & w/e we were talking about how they didnt suffer because they died right there on the spot.w/e than we see "telemundo"outside the house & they interviewed all 3 of us soO yea im coming out on the news today at 11 ch_telemundo.well yea then we walk back to melis house & cody ,koolaid,everyones there crying & w/e ..soo than it starts raining & i was like fuk this is what we need now it was a horrible day. now this. so i droped alva up & went home but while i was going home i just got soO much flashbacks from my life not just alicia but everything thats happening in my life right now so i just literally broke down & the worst part is that while i was going home we of course have to pass by my old middle school (riviera) & i just remembered how everything was back than, just sooo perfect like nothing ever went wrong.& like the funniest things happened in that school that i'll never forget ,like soOooO much memories ........sigh.......i L'D MIDDLE SCHOOL W/E i came home talked to alva & i just layed in my bed just thinking & thinking how life can b & how somebody soO innocent just leave just like that.but what i was telling alva im kindof really useto it because i have lost alot of important ppl in my life. a real good example is my dad which i lost him when i was 3 yrs old ..but u know i have to accept it because everything happens for a reason & u just have to keep on living life threw everything it takes u like sometimes u can wish for death to come ur way but thinking about it .its just like not making sence to urself because u should thank god everyday for living.

this weekend im gonna go sleep over alvas house for the whole weekened like my parents are going to tampa to look for a house sooo w/e im gonna stay at my alvas house w/e guys i hope u understood this entry and i hope u guys know where im really coming from "just live life to the fullest each & everyday because you never know when is gonna be ur judgement day.."

<3melissa

**ALICIA VARELA.R.I.P**

MARCH 3,2005

_my Lyfe_..nOw

Wed, 02 Mar 2005 00:03:05 GMT

hey!!

well mann ive had alOt of stuff in my head lately .like fOreal soO much stuff, its amazing how life gets just in one day ! well anyways i couldnt go to the surprise party cause i had to go to a funeral, yea just like tati said alOt of ppls have been dying, oO well thats just part of life.last weekened
i went to montys, with alva & her parents ..jea it was str8, well i thought it was gonna be better but it was way different then of what i expected. anyways
saturday like i said i went to a funeral than my mom decided to buy me mcdonalds,sOO we had to go by the one by 112 (of course its the closes one ) leo works there, it was soo funny cause i was ordering my food by the driveway & we got in a little argument, but i didnt know it was him (duh) so he asked if we could go through the window & order the food there, so we did & than he saw me & he started laughing....sunday didnt really do much but just chill a the crib & gO tO big lots .."surprise ,surprise!" well moneday went to school did my fcat did pretty good on the reading. went to lunch it wasnt fun AT ALL!.. than came home took a looong nap.. & talked to the boyfriend & my babe alva (of course ) than went to sleep around 1in the morning. i kNow he didn't wanted to hang uP .well school was str8 as F' today I L'D IT i didnt do all that good but i didnt do bad either, on my math one .

well,lunch was awesome. it reminded me when we were back in middle school (i got a lil teary eye)lol because me ,kelly,alva,& nicole were chilling together like we use to back in the day> well yea u could c that i really do miss those days but hey thats life & its all about change w/e i L thOse girls.& i had a fun time tOday with them, well after lunch we were watching "cat woman" i was so into the movie..(ITS SOOO goOd) well it looks like i already have my weekened planed :im going to sleep over my alvitas house because my parents are gonna go to TAMPA, to look for houses(yes i kNow thats sooo sad ) but like i said "lifes all about change"but u know in a way i doo wannna go because i wanna meet other ppl too, i just feel like i need a vacation but this is "nO"goodbyes cause im coming bacK CAUSE iF I WASNT COMING BACK i would be crying a whOle river right now ..cause mann.i L MIAMI (i was raised here) & i literally know everyone..soo i dont have to worry about being sad because i already have my future plan just like i toled my mother earlier....which is here...

well afterschool my mom wanted me to go with her to big lots so i did & i applied for a job there oo yea me & alva & nicole r gonna go apply at the fair alsO so you'll probably c us there ,duh.w/e than i toled my mom to go to walgreens .yea i was going so crazy in that store! because they have all the fragrances of jessica simpsons new line. dessert..yea its deliciouse !!!!.well yea i got the lip gloss(the cotton candy one ) & i toled my mom that i want everything of hers so w/e i bought another lipgloss which is my faveorite one in the whole wide world>>n.y.c:flavor:starwberry ....yea there cheap but there awesome well yea i was looking at my horoscope in some magazine & the most funniest thing happpened, some guy was passing bye & he just stops looks at me & like 1 minute later he comes back & tells me"u know u look exactly like christina aguilera"i was like thank you ...(being real nice)& he was like "ur beautiful"i was like "thank you"....(laughing).. yea i bet u guys r like thinking ...CONCeDED...but sorry i find that really funny cause for a second that guy thought i was really christina aguilera its just like me going to walgreens & breaking neck at some guy that looks like T.I (which for a second i think its really him)soo yea ..u kNOw, i got him. ...well mann tommarow we have evan day ,i hate it _ugghk especially my 6 prd & 4th!.FUCK!!!!!those classes just ruin my day ! w/e i think i wrote too much talk laters guys!! kiss kiss
<3melissa

***be fOre i fOrget __kearas having an OPEN HOUSE party ___yeap & its free!!*

_this weekened_

Fri, 25 Feb 2005 02:03:16 GMT

hey,well, yea. i didnt go to school today as you all know .well didnt feel like it .i was soO tired.w/e today didnt do much at all just stayed home & sleep, until like 5 in the afternoon yea im soo lazii,well all i know is that this weekened is gonna be really hectic and fun all at the same time
well tomorrow were ALL going to montys and saturday of course were having that surprise party for sarah & jea ,from what i see everythings gonna go perfect this weekened eventho i dont really know what to wear w/e i always come up with something.

>3>3meli

im getting my license in a month !!..what what !!

Wed, 23 Feb 2005 23:45:35 GMT

hey guys well everythings been fine lets c school was oK today u know nothing out of the ordinary ,but today we had some wack little pep rally ! yea i didnt have nO fun ,well today is mines & codys 1 month anniv...aint it cute?.well afterschool alva came home with me & we went straight to the drivers license place yea i took the picture w/e in a month im gonna get my driver license ,yea wierd huh?,well right whne i was coming out of their i saw one of my friends which i havent seen in a million yrs (melissa)yea that little hore was driving & she was with her man , i gave her my # so that we can stay in touch w/e thO after one of my moms friend invited us to eat at some dominican restaurant, yea it was good, nothing out of this world.w/e we droped off alva at her house but we had to go threw a mission because the whOle 112 was packed & there was soo much accidents. that there was helicopters everywhere we were both like wdf is happenng to ths world like in every corner there was an accident w/e i came home , talked to this guy and now im talking to alva about the lil surprise/party that were doing for sarah on saturday ,yea most likely everyone that we useto chill with in riviera & the people she knows are going too w/e i hope that everything comes out how we plan iy to come out >perfect< tommarow im gonna go home with alva ..to help her buy the stuff oOh yea tommarow is early release day,woow i totally forgot.well im glad w/e talk laters ..

>3melissa

happy b-daY jenn...U lOOked beautiful

Sun, 20 Feb 2005 19:27:30 GMT

well hey im not in such a good mood right now ,but i just wanted to write so w/e here goes well yesterday..jennys 15s were fun (i guess)but i didnt stay for long cause i went to my boyfriends house,yea alva saw her man alsO w/e yest what can i say it was such a mission mann its always a mission to go down there w/e im already getting tired, no wait never mind what i said.anyways not that much ppls went .welll that i know of, but all i know is that alot of freshmans went well..hmmm no duh ,jen is a freshman .well yea alva almost got in trouble wih her parents but w/e its all settled now, yea genie ended up chilling with her man like always.oh yea i met him. he's cute for her, just like i told her.well yea "he's good peoplez" he looks like a type of guy thats just right for her w/e shes happy & thats all what matters.w/e i got home & i was so frustrated cause i lost my mascara & i dont know where the hell it is .& mann i paid for it !! well i have to say that yesterday we all looked good eventhO we all looked like we were going to prom but thats ok . well amyways wow this is nice theres no school tomm.....How exciting.m going to the beach tomm i hope w/e schools getting soo bOring, man i remeber when i use to love school ..back in the day .w/e my cousin carlos left today at 7in the morning man im gonna miss him, he's coming back thO, like in 3 weeks Or sOO ,im not really sure .well yea i c that alva & him r gonna last for a pretty long time, man from what i saw yesterday that just proved everything to me, eventhO he can be so cold hearted at times & did i mention an asshole.wow its sunny outside that im craving to go to the beach,that reminds me i need to get a refill for my nails they look ugly.i think im gonna go do that little mission tomm.

>3melissa

>>life<<happy,disapointed,loved,etc

Fri, 18 Feb 2005 23:04:02 GMT

Hey guys wOw havent u notice that i barely write on my journal. but when i can i dO its that ive been sooO busy ,like im barely at home, or i barely have time by myself w/e my progress report came out good , im soo happy with my boyfriend, the 23 is gonna b a month how exciting this is one of my longest relationships that ive ever had ,and im happy its with him because he is really special to me & i hope i can fall in love with him because i now he is the right one.well im getting soo emotional but what can i say its the truth & when im with him im the most happiest girl in this world and my smile is bigger than ever and evan thinking about him puts a smile on my face.so that just says it all im starting to c what lOve is really abOut well everythings been ok but my mom & my stepdad have been fighting alot because of my brother & w/e my mom & him wants to seperate which im sort of glad because i kNow i'll b happy eventhough we'll probably end up in an apartment but i dont care & the best of all is me not moving to tampa .sOooo i dont really know what to say for my future ,but i dont get along with my stepdad at all because he makes the smallest things look soOO big & w/e he is always in my buisness & complaining about the stupidest things also he watches my moms head soo much w.e she soo blind and so in love that she cant c nothing & whats really going on .soOO yea what else can i say but let me just stop talking soO much about my bad life ..cause no one i dont know needs to know about it ,well my other half life which its the good life its awesome i L IT IM DOING GOOD IN SCHOOL im almost in love but imsoo confused my friends r good im actually a really happy 16 yr old girl right now well 2morrow its my friend jennys 15s which me ,alva,alvas cousin r going too & alot of other ppl too.& after me & alva wanna go visit our boyfriends!!soo that looks like the plan for tommarrow well love yOu all & a big kisss!!mwaaaa.

>3melissa

"what a night"

Sun, 13 Feb 2005 16:02:57 GMT

hey guys well yea what a surprise im writing again well anyways last night was sOO fun!i L IT well alva came to my house & she brought me a cheese cake dulce de leche ..mmm real good well then i toled my mom that her auncle was gonna pick us up well w/e i got ready & i left around 6 :40w/e i called up cody & i toled him that i was gonna go down there & he was like str8 w/e we got there & her auncle was madd & on top of it all he was scared ! lmaO w/e i was laughing so he droped us off at the corner & we were just chillin by some hoes house that gots beef with alva what ever did it look we gave a fuk? nOpe ..well than its me my cousin & alva walking & chilling down the street & when i c my cousin koolaid saying .what deii dO.but i got scared cuz i didnt recognize him cause he was wearing all black & a hoodie so i was like wdf w/e than i look to my right & i c cody & my other cousin carlos walking & i go to alva there comes our mans lmao w/e we said HI bla bla bla than cody had to go do some buisness & i waited for him which was almost like a whole hour (sarcastically)..w/e than he came back & we were all just walking aroung in the cold //lmaO than we all just decided to go to codys house w/e we were all just chilling in his room w/e than they all left & me & cody just stayed in his room talking ooO yea than b 4 thathis grandma came in..& i said hI & BLA BLA BLA LOL so yea me & cody were inside his room just talking & w/e than alva & carlos came in holding hands & i was like what???w/e yea there going back out im soOO glad for them ...i mean its about time!!w/e than they were all just chilling outside & i was inside & my babe was telling me that he really loves me & the most important part of all was that he said that im the only girl that has ever been in his room that hasnt toledhim lets fuck so i was glad .i had to say that in my journal cause maybe some of you was already thinking another way ... w/e we left around 11 or so & i came home talked to my babiii!! & we hung up cause he had to go do something & i was talking to my other baby...guess guess .....alvita .yeap..& w/e just talking how the day went ..which we both loved..of course well w/e my baby called around 3 in the morning but they were missed calls cause we hung up cause he had to go do some buisness be for w/e i woke up today & i ate cereal & now im talking to alan online so w/e i hope the day gets better .

<3melissa

melissa n cody...1-23-05...

*is it tO late to say that i L!!the song grind on me ..yea i know its getting old &played out already but im still feeling it Oooo & of course freaks alsO & always on time!!**

fuck em fake ass bitch that say there ur girls!!what what !

Sat, 12 Feb 2005 02:28:14 GMT

hey guys well what can i say lifes been good u know but i can be way better sO yea well schools been ok.everything with cody is also good well tommarow im going to his house & chill well alva is also going with me to c my cousin lol well yea everything is real good with them shes talking tO him again so im happy fOr them both just for me also well school today was good but i was freezing!!! my ass off in the morning .anywaiis what else can i say but all i knOw is that there some fake ass bitches in s.w its funny that behind my back she talks more than she sh*** !& infront of my face shes all nice & juicy & kissin up like a lil hater she is & not just that but theres other ones too that act like there my girls but then theres some days that they dunn give a fuq but "hey im str8 i dunn need them "they aint shit to me the only ones ima b there fOr is:well u all know who u r ...& not just genie & alva ..well enough of this .cus str8 p i dun need non of this nonsence in my life & in my journal.so change subject school was good one of boys gave me a 305 cd im hearing it now ,actually,& its reall good i LLL it well yea right afterschool i came hOme & i helped my mom cook & then around 5pm we both went to the mall & my beautiful momy bought me my valentines gift which i L it :2 skirts one real short cute ass jean skirt and another skirt thats linen (white )its also short but mann I L iT lol so yea its all good ive been out all day till now that i came back well theres a party tonight in salsa lovers 4rm 10pm-4 in the morning yeap 4 in the morning i really wanna go its $10 for entrance which thats not bad at all because i remember when i was in 8th grd & they had a party like that & i went to it & i L'D IT .it was awesome they really know hOw to thro partys sO w/e ima get off nOw.

<3 melissa

*oNe special shOut oUt tO_my haters which i L (LMAO)ALL I CAN SAY IS____I loOveeee the attentiOn & keep being the puussy ass bitches u r cause its all gravy baby! *

everythings better nOw! -n quOte-

Fri, 04 Feb 2005 23:25:54 GMT

hey guys well,just to get str8 to te point everythings going good as you can see i got a new icOn its nOt the best picture i have, but its qt w/e im at my alvas house right now were figuring out what to dO to night .. which for sure we would probably end up somewhere. well anyways, valentines is coming up ! yaii how exiting !!well everything is better than ever with cOdy i mean i really dO think its going to last & like i really starting to like him i mean i dO but i see it can probably turn out to be something else .(i hOpe) i know that fOr a fact because he is like mr right & thats really amazing tO me well w/e i dont really wanna get my hOpes up.im just going to ride with it.well im really happy fOr my genan ,she sooO happy ! with her new man i know for a fact there going to last for a pretty lOng tym ,well in the other hand my alva is alone right now but i c that its nOt going to b for lOng i know things are going to change bettween this girl that guy.school's been oK ,today we took the valentines picture i think that this one came out gOOd froM all of them i took one of them with some of my girls & i took another one with my 2 best friends .i think both came out qt (i hOpe) w/e if i didnt i would stil show it off .wdf well anywaystoday i gOt in a really big fight with my mom but everything is all gOod now ..w/e its my mom ,soo what do you expect..well yea as you all know i dyed my hair it was really suppose to be dark brown my real color but it looks like i dyed it black w/e tho im just gonna let it fall out because im done messing around with my hair already i mean after all, thats why i ended up dying it again in the first place.anyways i need to get a dress already for jennys 15's ..well w/e im getting really sleepy sO i''l talk laters

<3melissa